Trail of blood inside

I have so much love, yet feel so much pain;
sun is in my heart, but darkness fills my eyes.
  

the suffering I caused, the bitterness remain.

felt every moment the hearing of His sighs.

I need precious wisdom, yet seek not the sane;

joy is in my heart, but hear of distant cries.

slept but not awaken, His face streaked with rain;
how long is forever? A day in love that ties.

Who needs so much love? An empty pictures frame.

life is in my heart, but death redeems all lies.

All I need is love, a rainbow colored chain;

until snow falls silent on the trail of blood inside.